I hope you don’t end up readin’ this, but I just wanted to say that I’m kind of…scared of you. Scratch that, I’m really scared of you. You tell me everything you do to me is for my own good, but you’ve hurt and beaten me in so many different ways that I just don’t know anymore. You always ground me too, but I don’t care about that. I-I mean, i’m not scared of being grounded when you punish me n’ stuff, but I’m scared I’m just not a good enough son for you. If that makes any sense.
I know you love me, though. I’ve seen you and mom cry for me when I’m gone and you’re always sending me places to better myself, and sometimes I don’t know if it’s because you want me to become a better person, or if you’re just ashamed of me. I guess you have good intentions, but just because something’s good to you, doesn’t mean it’s good for the other person and it can hurt them!
I don’t want to say that you as a parent scares me since you can be a good guy- perhaps it’s just your parenting style that I’m scared of. Maybe your parents weren’t the nicest too?
Maybe I’m just wrong and a bad son. I hope my kids end up better than me, and I can shower them with hugs n’ kisses and I wouldn’t have to send them anywhere because they didn’t end up uncontrollable like me.